A Problem?

Ok, so might sound a touch bit freaky, but.
Yeah...I've been masturbating, A LOT and um..resourcefully im stopping...and umm well, here go..
while i masturbate...well i take this wierd feeling close to taking a drug...it feels suitable and ya, i rub soap on my pepe... and thats the feeling i attain...so...is this bad?? and why?
also, i get this small dot on my pepe...and im not sure what the heck it is... hope i dont have cancer... and i know it's not a birth red mark...so what is it? ist wasnt there previously...so...? what do you guys think?
oh ya, gratefulness a lot for taking the time to picture this question...and answering.
Kevin n00b.
I doubt its cancer, so at least possible thats one problem off your mind. Ask your doc though